how does one stop caring
what if things get better for the other person
im still alone
what if theyre happy and im
i want to move on before they do
i want us to move on at the same time
so that we can be happy for each other
i wish this never happened
I made a fool of myself and that’s okay.
I’m growing up. I’m trying new things. I’m experiencing new things and that’s okay.
Stupidity is part of growing up. Mistakes is part of growing up. I should be okay with that.
I’m hurt. I’m happy. I’m free to be me. I was always free to be me, but I was scared. Well, I still am.
I’m hurt, I’m hopeful. Hopeful for my own future.
I will get better at things. I will stop caring, stop being ashamed.
I’m hurt. Relax. I’m hurt. Relax. I was stupid. Relax. I was stupid. Rela—SHUT UP!! ……………Calm the fuck down.
I hate labels. I’m hurt. I’m sleepy. I care….A lot. It’s obvious.
Energy wasted not being myself. I’m learning.
High School. I just realized I don’t take anybody seriously at school.
I can keep writing. I will.
I like to be independent and do things on my own.
I should’ve–SHOULDA COULDA WOULDA
We get it, you regret this or that.
My head is spinning. Drop me in a whole. I want to fall forever.
School is just school. The people there are just people.
It’s okay to be hurt. It’s okay to feel stupid. We all have our regrets