Validation 

Mmm… I love it.

Gosh, it’s honestly one of the best feelings ever.

When someone likes your tweet or comments on your Instagram picture or calls you beautiful or smart.

I seek this everyday. Subconsciously.

Will I ever stop searching for it? Will I ever just be okay?

Who knows? We’ll find out later in Hannah’s Life

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Beautiful?

My crush called me beautiful. I should be beaming with joy, I should be happy that he called me beautiful, but I hate it. I. Hate. It. I hate when people complement my physical appearance sometimes. I used to love it when I was younger because I thought if I look good I would have more friends and people would like me. I have very low self confidence. Now, on Monday he told me I was a unique individual and what I think matters. That was the best complement I had in a while. I like when people complement me on my mind and who I am as a person and I know I shouldn’t be relying on others to feel good about myself, but I don’t know… It would be nice if someone told me I was smart because I don’t think I am.