I’m going on a fast.
I need to clear my mind.
Something is going on with me.
Social media has always made me sad, but I still check it.
I keep comparing myself to other people.
I have this constant fear that my friends secretly don’t like me.
I know they do, it’s just that I worry about that a lot.
I worry a lot.
I like to be noticed.
I like attention.
There’s so much going on in my mind.
I have a constant fear that I’m not good enough.
I don’t know why I’m confessing all of this.
I just need to get some things out.
On the outside I look fine.
On the inside I’m not.
I’m not fine.
Things are going okay in my life, but I’m not okay.
I don’t know why.
My friend told me I judge myself too harshly.
She’s right, I do.
I’m staying off of social media for the rest of this week.