It’s 2:02 AM and I can’t fall asleep. I can’t fall asleep because something is on my mind. Actually, not something, but someone. I don’t know what to do. I hate crushes, I really do.


I gained weight and I don’t feel beautiful. It’s not a lot, but it’s enough to bring my self esteem down. 

I want to be smaller again. So this summer I’ve been working out, eating healthy, eating less. I’m not sure if there is a difference. I hope there is. 

I cheated this weekend. I had a ton of sweets and junk food. Buttttt I’m blaming that all on my period. 

To not feel insecure about this I should probably stop comparing myself to other people.